err.. where is all my LDR posts?
first LDR post
second LDR post
no more!
i planned to "document" it all here initially.. who knows it was only hard for the first few weeks
then it gets better
and better
instead, missing you greater
and greater...
i guess the main reason is that i tend to keep personal matter for my own
and other than that i somehow realise u have never left!
:)
im not sure what i have done for you to feel the same way too
but i can never forget my toughest time in the AJ estate for work
and how you juggle my mental eff up complains and your lonely life there
looking back and honestly speaking, getting selfish of your own interest is the biggest no no in a LDR
*counting fingers* all our fights start from there..
while the rest is because we basically feel helpless for each other..
n then we got fed up and impatient haha!
sad to admit, we also need to take the fact that we couldnt depend on each other as much as a normal couple could be..
much less expectation.. much more effort.. and always grateful..
im no saint okay?
i talk loud cause its only for 6 months hahaha..
*cheater**
well, now i can say im 1 and half day, 8 hours away from you :)
im having this strange feeling
of being afraid and yet excited
cant help to wonder if this 6 months lapse would
**possibly cause me to not be able to recognise our affection to each other so quickly
haha..
Melbourne, here i come! (again)
sorry dude, i wont b needing u anymore.. soon =P
