LDR

on the morning i woke up knowing that i wont be making plans with him

like what we did for the past 3 months

exciting plans, good plans, boring plans, loving plans, family plans etc.....

whatever it is it will be okay cuz we know we'll be seeing each other

as expected,
but still makes me sad

i feel it more this time
this long distance relationship im in
is real..

but on this particular morning i also woke up sniffing bear bear's head with a mild CK perfume smell he left behind
i felt so glad that we had that 3 months
because the bear bear happened within that period
there are more things to lose without it :)
(which i wont be mentioning here)

i'll be tough..
n wait to redeem my super early bday present :P

now i'll be loving myself while he's away

next right up...
cooking myself a good lunch <3